= |

• my boyfie
• sad n dissapointed
• studies, frens n health
• hope his ok
• worried bout him alot
• hope he will b fine
• dunno wat to do
• feel useless
• cant do anything
• even for him
• sad seeing him like this
• know he needs me alot
• cant meet him on weekend
• felt useless again
• cant wait until monday
• and to see him smile again
• i will b with u no matter wat happen
• i will try my best to make u happy once again
• for u, i will
• end of topic = |
  

love

the other day, in expo class the lecturer ask us to think what is the meaning of love to us... this is the meaning of love to me..

• u always think n miss him
  
• u smiles when u see him
• u will forgive any small mistake he made
• u will always worry about him
• wanted to meet him everyday
• u cant really see the bad side of him
• wants to b with him 24/7

this is what i felt when i love a person.. before i fell in love with a person i will be frens with them and see how exactly they are... so, what about u? what does love means to u? =)

sick for 2 days

• tired
• flu
• cough
• 2 days
• miss frens in coll
• miss him so much
• 3rd time absent in expo class
• scared being barred
• never ponteng class for 3 times in a row
• wont ponteng again
• except sick
• hate sick
• hate flu
• hate being tired
• need sleep early
• have to learn to take care
• sick = no fun
• cant wait to see frens =D
• cant wait to lepak with them
• cant wait for tomorrow!!!
• end of the topic

listing 3

• morning breakfast with him
• mee hoon goreng fell on the floor
• accident happens
• see mr philip
• last briefing b4 our teaching
• changed
• heels, dress n jacket
• nervous
• mix things up
• fun during activity
• 1 hour standing in heels
• legs hurt
• not bad, students response
• lunch block b
• class 2 - 4
• cold now become flu
• bring him to see chinese doctor
• his hand getting better
• worried bout his hand
• send him back to coll
• drive back
• tired
• scared will have fever
• damn swine flu
• need rest more
• sleep more!!
• end of chapter =)

listing 2

• morning, cimb bank, sspn acc
• class, bilingualism
• lunch with him
• sleep in recital
• class, phonetics n phonology
• finish class go o town
• hang out with 24655 geng
• honey lemon ice
• dinner at fun ok
• chicken chop noodle
• milo dinasour
• mom fetch
• reach home, bath
• do assignment
• 10 something he still havent reach hostel
• worried, argue with him
• didnt show that im worried
• apologize
• dont control, dont like to b control
• sorry but im jus worried
• do anything u like
• dont wan to cry [as i promise ah lui]
• dont wan to b sad [tired of sadness]
• dont wan to fan [now too fan full of assignments]
• dont wan to argue anymore [tired of it]
• end of the topic

i wanted to cry it out. im tired. i need space. i need to get out of here. 

listing

• tired, stress n unwell
• morning, go class
• lunch, go bank and rush to charge my phone
• nearly fainted while walking up the mountain, didnt eat lunch until 130pm i ate 1 bungkus of nasi lemak
• class at 2pm finish at 4pm
• learns how to pronounce constant correctly, fun
• sleepy cause sleep late n woke up early
• drank coke to boost me up
• get hyper
• joke around with celine, navin, navid and aaron
• performance for fashion show, dancing, sucks, celine performing
• nothing to do
• waited for him to makan
• in car, argue with him [otw to ahmad maideen]
• go makan at ahmad maideen with him, ah lui, amoi and ring
• didnt talk much until now 1110pm
• nearly fainted in bathroom, vomit teh ais which is still sweet
• headache
• no one to talk to
• damn msn id dont know wats wrong cant log in
• nothing to do thats y blogging
• hope can log in msn tomorrow
• sad + tired + headache + dizzy needs coke and him
• logging off blog, rest, trying to talk to him
• really loves him and need him now
• end of the chapter

random

its been weeks i didnt update my blog...

before this i went for holiday in jakarta and bandung, indonesia...

i can say it was a different type of holiday...

in indonesia i can really see that there are alot of people out there that really needs help...

cause theres little kids age 4-5 that begs for money from the motorists whenever the traffic lights turn red....

its very dangerous  for such a little kid to cross the road which is full of carssssssss and motorbikesssssss.... 

and i went up to the volcano....

and its like totally back to natureeeeee....

this is my 1st time go up to the volcano which is not active anymoree....

and i still can remember that went i step onto soekarno airport i straight told my family member i want to go home...

and then i went i came back to malaysia i felt that i miss home so much......

then on the following week its my 1st day in deg.....

life in deg is totally diff from foundation...

its more stressful.....

more independent [cause im alone]...

and more tired......

but i have the interest to study my deg...

i felt that i gain more knowledge about english...

and what should we do if we are teaching our lil cousins or mayb our future children.....

[we should appreciate wat we got now, we should not regret about it when its gone]