alone for 1 hour!!~

omg!!! i really hate being alone!!!

being alone sucks man!!! SUCKS!!! i really mean it!!

i've finished class at 4p.m. need to wait for 1 hour for meeting..

this is wat i did being alone!!~ damn sad

1. move my car from mountain to parking lot

2. buy ham cheese toast

3. take my bag n refill my water bottle

4. planning to enter c312 [mana tau got class]

5. walking around ALONE!!! at 3rd floorr

6. went to ground floor buy a can drink

7. waited for someone bump into me n then can teman me

and it's still havent 5p.m.!!!!~~~

im so sad being alone!!~

actually calvin got sms me at 4.30p.m.

waited waited and waited

4.40p.m. he called and said, "i need to discuss something

later finish i come find u ok?"

so i waited for him...

waited waited waited waited

its 4.50p.m. so i decide to go to c312 n waited againnnn

at last i saw a human standing outside of the room

its conrad!!!!~~~

omg!!! conrad save me!!!!

10 minutes chit chatting with him

and he really really save me

thanks conrad!!!

p.s. dont believe me?? try it urself being alone for 1 blardy hour its not easy!!~

so damn sleepy wei!!!

• yesterday took nap
• 6pm until 7pm
• wake up tot of studying
• too blur cant study
• sleep at 10pm wake up at 6.15am
• jus for study
• but im too sleepy
• go uni
• went library
• to studyy but feel sleepy
• damn i wasted my time in library feeling sleepy
• 8 something went to class
• i gave up on studying
• ask jean about intrasentential n intersentential
• she explain everything she learn
• and then i explain to the other classmates
• i tot i will flung my bilingualism midterm
• exam time i open essay part
• im glad i ask jean about those stuff
• at least i wont get 0 for my bilingual
• tot of ponteng phonetic class
• but im such a good gal
• i rather being sleepy than skip class [kononnya la]
• went to class 1 hour class onli
• thank god today's class finish early
• then went home n relax
• wash my shoes
• check emails
• bf sms
• his disappointed n sad
• cause of basketball thingy
• worried bout him but most weirdest thing is when i reach home i dont feel like sleeping
• yes ppl i know im weird... =D

stress!!

• assignments
• mid terms
• due dates of assignments
• stress
• really need a vacation
• really need him
  
• need him to support me
• i dont think i can stand anymore

DEGREE YEAR ITS NOT EASY TO HANDLE!!!!

outing!!

• fetch my dearest around 9 something
• go mid valley
• watch movie
• termination salvation
• walk around
• went to buy fren's bday pressie
• roxy n girls
• used rm 80 plus
• sad cause going to pokai
  
• happy cause got to b with him
  
• =)
  

about me

actually this should be my assignment.. hehe

i was born in 16 april 1990 n born to the youngest in the family. to be the youngest its not always get pampered by mom or dad. but i admit that when i was young my dad will gave me wat i want. for example a train which with those lanes and the stuff it was really really cool. i dont really remember anything when i was young. when im growing up around 6 to 7 years old, my sisters are the ones who care about me. my mom n dad are always busy working. i got 2 elder sis, where my 2nd sis is older than me 10 years. i remembered that since im young until now, i cant stand with my 2nd sis's character because she is too bossy and unrespectful to my mom. she always boss around at home, she will say dont do this dont do that or dont wear that u look fat on that why dont u wear this. my 1st sis n i are sick of her. why? cause she like to boss around and she nags!! she is worst than my mother. my 2nd sis always thinks that in this family no one loves her. but she never thinks that our mom always care about her much more than us. sometimes i felt that she is lucky cause my mom cares about her more compare to me the youngest daughter of hers. unfortunately, i have to think of my mom also cause she is not young anymore, what is the point of getting jealous of my 2nd sis? the one who suffer is my mom. i love my mom very much and i dont wan her to suffer thats why i will try to protect her as much as i could. this is part of my life until im 18. im a teenager now, life is busy; school, family, friends and my bf. compare to last time, now is more busy. i need to rush to class and assignments. because of my busy life i didnt care much about my family. i should be more caring about the one who gave birth to me and brought me up until now. thank u mom. we onli can live for once in this world, we need to learn to appreciate wat we have now and complain less. i wan to say that i thanks to my family, my boyfren and my friends cause appearing in my life =)

random

• assignments
• presentations
• he's not here
• damn it
• i felt sad, bored, n damn lonely
• im tired
• tot of giving up everything
• im jus tooo tired
• i just wan to have fun
  
• i want to go for holiday
• i want to get out from this place
• just get me out of here
• damn deg year
• its so damn f stressed
• dum dum di dum!!~
  

nia ma

yes people...
i just say a bad word...
i have my limit towards u...
damn u...
fuck u...
shit u...
NIA MA!!!!!
u didnt help out for assignment ok i shaddap....
not for 1 assignment onli o....
accounts, writing, econs, cs, qm, oa, and film n arts....
fine i jus shaddap...
but wat u did today its really pissed me off...
who the hell u are?? u r under me ok?? UNDER!!
so u need to go thru me...
dont ever ask me to send things to u...
u should send things to me...
wat u do really pissed me off... when u pissed me off this is wat u get.. DAMN U!