lurve

ppl always ask that wat is LOVE??

i used to know the feeling of love....

but now a days,

i think the feeling have flown away...

do i love my bf??

i think i do...

i care about him...

but wat is the feeling of love again...

do i love my family??

of cause...

cause they are my family [duh!]

but again, what is the feeling of love???

do i love my frens??

yes i think..

cause i do care about them...

but do they??

for this holiday...

i've been alone for few days...

i dont feel the love from them anymore...

what should i do to feel the love again??

should insist to make sure to be loved???

or shud i stand on my own feet,

and forget about the feeling??

all of a sudden..

im moody...

is life pointless??

aimless??

or its useless??

im very confused...

what is the goal/aim of my life???

can i live without love??

can i b on my own???

family prob...

cite gempak bulan ini!!!

family belah mama aku da berpecah belah...

sbb abg sedara aku ngan akak sedara aku couple...

pastu wat la isu-isu yg tak menyenangkan....

skunk buat semua org pening pale..

sbb mak belah abg sedara and mak belah akak sedara...

da x nak jadi kakak n adik...

sbb both of the younger ones da broke up....

sbenarnye that both mak is adik beradik...

so mmg pening la...

aduihai.....

bangun lambat =D

its been a long time that i didnt wake up this late....

my mood is soooo good cause i slept about 11 hours.....

feel so calm after sleeping for so long...

yesterday plan with my beloved mindy....

going to sunway lagoon in nov...

hahahha i cant wait to go out with her again...

then told my boyfie, mana tau he also wanted to go...

before the holiday starts...

my sis planned that we are going to penang n ipoh...

because of her busy-ness...

cancel...

haih i tot of when we are there my bf also there ma...

so can bring us eat good food...

then yesterday night she saw wat i post on fb..

she said she will bring me to penang end of the year...

but i feel there is no point ler....

haih.. so disappointed...

but anyway...

im planning to go out of kl with ash amoi...

but dunno my parents let or not....

haihsssss..

sem break yg boring

jus finish my final paper jus now...

waiting for my baby to sms me...

cause now he is in exam hall doing his exam...

finish finals holiday for 2 months..

wat should i do???

lepaking at home for 2 months???

waaa will get fatter...

need to finish ways to b slimmer...

start working in jan [hopefully]

cant wait to get first salary...

im gona kumpul kumpul then......

im gonna buy a CANON EOS d-SLR...

my dream cammy....

damn bored....

this coming holiday...

2 months wei...

nak buat apa???

hang out?? anyone???

sept

end of short sem

finals is around the corner

holiday for 2 months

cant wait to hangout with my frens

*doing assignment*

the moody-est day ever!

but i still have to put a smile on my face..

=)