9th day without u

today is the last day of 2009!!!

cant imagine time goes so fast..

being with him for a year and two months..

he wasnt here this year..

last year we spend it together i guess...

so today i stayed at home..

doing nothing..

walking around..

sleep..

and he called...

i miss him sooo much...

i cant stop mentioning about that!!

cause i really do miss him..

the other day..

don, ash and i went for lunch..

i look at them..

it makes me miss him more..

i cant wait for monday..

for him to come back..

i miss u baby

8th day

today morning got up early...

jus for orientation...

fetch don..

then go uni...

meet nick there pay fees..

then when to mph...

then walk around help out...

knew some new ppl there..

then some weirdo appear......

omg....

after she had my hp no...

she called me 4 times...

yes ppl 4 blardy times..

i didnt answer twice..

the third time i answered...

she asked where did i stay..

i was like wat da fug...

then i asked her y..

she say she wan to get fimilar wit my house..

so if she faced any prob she can come over..

i straight say errr elc subjects are easy i guess u can cope with it..

then she gave me another excuse that she wan to take my notes..

i told her WEIRD!!!! i dont give ppl my notes...

then she ask the job aspect of the course...

final examination...

and other stuff...

damn it y do i meet this kind of ppl...

then the fourth time she called...

i didnt want to answer..

so my mom help me to answer..

and say that im bz...

thank god she din call me already...

during lunch time i called him...

aww miss him soooo much...

then we joke around..

see who win..

hahaha sooo fun talked to him...

it makes me missed him more..

i cant wait for monday to see him again...

im so gonna pinch him...

hahaha...

i really miss u baby...

7th day

yesterday night we have a slight small arguement...

that arguement is so powerful that i cried...

we talked about miko again...

which nearly kills me...

then i told him about how i feel...

he took a knife and stab straight to my heart...

i wasnt able to pull it bout...

so when i move it triggers the pain in my heart..

that is how i feel about the incident of miko..

after that, i think we understand each other more..

cause he told me how he felt about my character...

then today went for gathering...

we eat and talk from 11 something to 4 something...

hahahaha...

and we are the noisest EVERY where!!

so happy with them...

talk talk talk..

gossip gossip gossip...

FUN!!!

i miss u baby!~

6th day

today my family members and i went for furniture shopping...

its been 6 years we used the furniture and the pvc torn out..

so when to rozel at first, then to fella design and lastly lorenzo...

we bought a sofa with L shape...

then we also bought a rocking chair sofa...

it can b recline...

im buzy with furniture shopping and he also bz went out with his mom..

so we didnt contact much....

i reached home...

and sms-ed him...

i didnt not receive any sms from him..

until 6 something...

from 4 something till 6 something...

i think of a lot of things...

y didnt i argue with him yesterday nite...

y cant i be more patient...

y cant i control my temper...

then he went out for basketball...

so until now i didnt receive any sms from him...

missing u..

5th day

today was a lazy day for me...

woke up at 11 something..

then watched tv..

sms with him...

play games..

and he called...

i miss him..

especially when he hugs me..

wish u can come back now..

4th day without mr batman

today i had a great day!!

cause its ASHLEY's bday....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL!!

we went to klcc early in the morning...

walk around..

then we went to saisaki...

ash, celine and i reached there first...

then celine's fren join us later...

then we eat eat eat eat...

talk about him and don..

even tho, i was with the gals...

i still miss him...

then suddenly celine and i went off...

ash was alone and sad...

then all of a sudden....

from behind celine and i...

sang birthday song...

she was sooo happy until her face turn reddish..

hahaahahaha...

then we went to pavillion and walk walk....

mana tau heavy rain..

then we walk walk then lepak at the food court..

then ash and i left..

after that i send ash home...

then reach home my sis told me she bought something for me...

with is a pair of heels...

i was so happy..

then she asked me whether wanna accompany her to sogo or not..

then i say ok lets go before there are more ppl there....

then we went there and she bought her heels...

then we head to radioactive..

i bought a shirt, same goes to her...

then i also bought a pair of jeans...

wat a great day...

3rd day without mr batman

today is christmas...

and it is also his mom's bday...

well we had an opportunity to talk on the phone this afternoon...

and i told him how i felt about my status in his life...

he did explain to me...

that he had to go back and he dont always accompany his mom..

well thats true...

i dont know wat got into me and i think like that...

mayb i missed him too much...

2nd day without mr batman

today about 2 something in the morning..

i called him and talked to him...

i dont know y my tears are pouring...

i cried until i cant talk to him...

its really stupid for me to cry..

well this is not the first time he is going back..

but this is the first time he is going back for sooo long...

in the afternoon he called me...

and i felt that sometimes we need to b apart...

so that we wont argue much..

but we communicate much lesser..

lesser than we argue..

i just miss him..

can u bring him back to me??

1st day witout mr batman

i miss u a lot

 can u come back??

it's just the first day u went back to hometown

how am i gonna hold on until next week??

moody night

i believe that in a day theres 2 parts will happen..

happiness and sadness...

well i knew that since i was primary...

someone told me that i dont remember who was it..

being a human, its not easy..

each and every seconds...

challenges are waiting for us...

a new born baby...

studies...

couple...

arguements

clashes..

accidents...

death..

those are stuff that we will face...

i was happy this morning...

me n my sistas have a great time...

then i had an arguement with him....

i hate to argue with him...

makes me feels bad...

yea im a control freak i guess...

i shudnt say anything....

then he wont say like that...

which triggers my bad mood...

its all my fault...

i shud keep quiet for sometime...

im sorry dear...

i always make u have a bad time...

im sorry dear...

im not a good gf...

im really sorry dear...

so this was today's story...

will it be better tomorrow???

or will it be worst???

primer of avatar

today we watched avatar..

we got free tix..

thanks to CIMB...

we got 4 tix..

so me, both of my sis and my lovely aunt...

before the movie starts..

around 6 pm we went to pancake house...

in the food court area of pavillion...

i can say its not bad la the food...

after eat our maincourse..

we ordered dessert...

well this is our dessert...

waffle, ice cream, smarties and choco syrup...

its yummmy.....

after having out dessert..

we went to gsc...

so we waited for quite long...

then we tot of going to the ladies first...

after coming back from the ladies..

we saw the place was jammmmmmed..

there are A LOT of people...

i do mean A LOT!

then we have to queue..

just to put all of our phones at the deposit counter...

why??

cause they scared that we record the movie...

cause this was the primer...

means we were the very first ppl who watched the movie..

avatar will come out on the cinema on the 17th...

i rate this movie 8/10...

i quite love this movie.....

after that, we have to go out from the back door...

and back to the main entrance....

just to get back our phones....

after that we balik rumahhhh...

this was alllll the ppl queue-ing just to take their phones...

hahahha...

A LOT OF PEOPLE!!!!

bored

really damn bored la this sem break...

i cant wait for sem reopen...

i feel like im going to be crazy..

everyday doing the same thing...

makes me feel like im in jail...

that day planned to sunway..

then was cancelled..

thanks to her..

haih i dun understand la..

she wants to control my life..

im 19 years old this year...

when u r 19, r u being control by ur sis??

omg i hate that feeling...

makes me dislike her...

i just want to do my own things...

y must u all control me???

dont go here...

dont go there...

dont wear this..

dont wear that...

omgggggg!!!!

i dunno...

i dunno,

wats wrong with me these few things...

i dunno,

wats happening...

i dunno,

wat i wanted...

i dunno,

wats the purpose of my life...

i dunno,

y am i doing this to u...

i dunno,

y am i hurting u again and again...

wat happen to me??

i dunno y just now i feel like breaking up...

mayb cause i know im not the one for him...

and im not good enough for him...

im sorry to disappoint u...

im sorry i cant b like MT.....

im sorry that u were stucked here with me...

im sorry for everything...