i think im a shopaholic!!~ =D

• got new bag [gucci]
• got new laptop [compaq]
• got new handphone [5800 nokia]

THANKS SIS!!~ I WILL TAKE GOOD CARE OF THEM AND THANK U VERY VERY MUCH I WILL PAY U BACK IN THE FUTURE BY TAKING CARE OF UR CHILD LIKE U TAKE CARE OF ME!!! I WILL NEVER FORGOT WAT U BOUGHT AND DID FOR ME!!!!

THANK U!!!~

sayang, i sangat stress ler!!~

i tak tahu kenapa tetiba i nak cakap dalam BM.

maybe sebab banyak assignments due date kot.

minggu ni memang stress!!~

giler babi punya style!!~

ari ini, sakit kepala dari tengah hari sampai sekarang.

penat sangat!~

sebab kena hantar 2 assignments and upcoming CHARITY CONCERT!!~

kita orang macam da nak mati risau pasal charity concert.

harap-harap korang support kiter orang.

dalam kul 6 lebih gi jemput si sayang.

pastu dia cakap bagi dia 5 minit.

i tunggu-tunggu tak ada orang keluar.

i gi bank amik duit.

da pokai leh wat macam mana??

then pi balik kat kereta and tunggu agi.

i pun naik bengang.

da la penat, stress and sakit kepala pastu kena tunggu si sayang pulak.

dia naik kereta, dia cakap, " sayang jom kita pergi minum."

i pun cakap la, " kenapa?? sayang tadi cakap nak pergi swimming."

dia cakap, "kengkawan i tak nak pergi da."

i dengar dia cakap macam tu, i terus naik bengang.

i bawak kereta i laju-laju. dia pon takut.

pastu i antar dia balik kat TOP GEAR.

pastu i balik.

pastu dia mintak maaf and stuff.

after awhile, i pon maafkan dia.

sekarang, i rindu sesangat kat si sayang.

saya cintakan awak, si sayang. =P

sorry dear!!~

yesterday while shopping at mv,

my dearest called me,

asking for help for the competition thingy,

i was curious,

and straight ask him why dont u ask ur fren's gf,

then he said ok lo bye,

he put down the phone,

and straight i felt guilty,

can u imagine i said that to him,

im so cruel to him,

sms-ed him and ask for apology,

he said its ok i will do it myself,

the whole night he treated me very cold,

im sad and i felt very very bad,

so before i slept,

i cried,

i was hugging my pillow and i cried,

i imagine that i was hugging him,

i miss him so much but i said that to him,

and i felt asleep.

the next day,

went to angkasa for meeting,

sms-ed him,

everything seems ok,

suddenly i dont get reply from him,

i tried to called,

couldn't reach him,

im so worry,

im worried something bad happen to him,

for few hours i tried to called and sms-ed him,

no reply at all,

around 7 something only he sms-ed me.

the moment he left me alone the other night,

i felt that i can't loose him,

that is why the next day,

im so worried bout him.

dear,

im sorry wat i've said,

im sorry wat i've done,

im sorry being cruel to u,

im sorry for everything.

iloveu

babi panggang!!~

• fetch celine at ucsi around 1.10pm
• go to her house
• find paper
• 2.20pm went back fetch sis
• sis request i drive to mv
• drove near to mv got bang by a babi panggang
• i cant go out from the road cause theres 1 car coming
• sis say got car
• so i brake
• then sis say becareful of the motor
• i look at my mirror
• and BANG!!!~ the babi panggang bang at my baby [my precious car]
• the babi panggang drove to the side of my car
• and look at me
• then drove off
• now my baby got "celah" at the bumper
• my skriting fell offf
• i have to stop at the side to see my baby's butt
• so sakit hati my baby got bang
• this is my very first accident
• now still got a bit scared
• so DAMN YOU BABI PANGGANG!!!!~
• reach mv
• shop with my sis
• she bought 2 pairs of aldo heels
• we bought nail polish rm 5 each bottles [we bought 4]
• we bought mask rm 6 1 piece [we bought 6]
• we bought nail polish remover
• i bought earrings
• she bought dvd-r [mahal giler] and pens
• she bought a shirt from zara
• she bought lotions for her beautiful skin
• and we had dinner at CHILIS [yumyum] with katie, ronnie and quienne
• around 10pm we left balik rumah
• now blogging
• resting and checking emails too

theres sadness and happyness in a day... have a good time with them..... very hard to stablize my emotion.... miss my dearest... argued earlier... im really sorry.. never care about u... sorry dear...

happy birthday my dear!!~ [040709]

030709 [friday]

• went to have lunch with 24655 geng
• went to octopus's house
• wait for bad daughter
• bad daughter come with bamboo
• nearly burn octopus's hair with the lighter [LOL]
• sing birthday song
• cut cake
• eat cake
• play cream on the cake!!!!~ [fun]
• 1st to kena is bad daughter
• 2nd to kena is birthday boy
• 3rd to kena is me
• 4th to kena is bamboo
• 5th to kena is fish
• last but not least [she quietly put cream on others only] OCTOPUS!!~
• really had fun
• shirley came
• make sushi!!!~ [yummmmmyyy]
• 1st cook the rice
• 2nd cut all the stuff u wan to put in
• 3rd mix the rice with vinegar, salt n sugar
• 4th prepare to roll sushi
• 5th roll, roll, roll
• 6th cut, cut, cut
• 7th MAKAN TIME!!!!~~
• then we clean up and balik rumah

a very tiring day!!~ run here n there, push here push there but it was fun!!

040709 [saturday]

• birthday boy's exact birthday
• went to uni around 8a.m. [ptptn]
• fish came no longer after that
• octopus came around 8.30a.m.
• line up for the clarification of the ptptn documents
• around 10 something done with clarification
• but octopus n fish still lining up
• wait for them
• sms birthday boy
• gave birthday boy pressies [perfume]
• about 11.30a.m. birthday boy and i went to mv
• wanted to watch transformer but very very very long q
• went to eat japanese food [our first date's restaurant]
• walk walk walk
• both of us felt sleepy
• went back home around 1 something

even tho its a short time with birthday boy, im glad i spent time with him on his birthday ain't like last year. he need to celebrate his birthday by himself.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!!~

the climb

I can almost see it.

That dream I'm dreaming, but

There's a voice inside my head saying

You'll never reach it

Every step I'm takin'

Every move I make

Feels lost with no direction,

My faith is shakin'

But I gotta keep tryin'

Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down, but

No I'm not breaking

I may not know it, but

These are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most

I've just gotta keep goin', and

I gotta be strong

Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side

It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side

It's the climb

Keep on movin'

Keep climbin'

Keep faith baby

It's all about, it's all about

The climb

Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

i think this song its kinda related to my life...

so this is the 1st song on my play list

ENJOY!!~