12th day

at last u r coming back tomorrow..

i cant wait to meet u...

hug and cry in front of u...

hahahahaha...

i wanna spend some time with u...

after almost 2 weeks we didnt meet...

even though we have a slight arguement these few days..

i hope that our relationship will get stronger...

10th & 11th day

yesterday and today my family and i went to mv...

for shoopppinngg...

even though its 1 more month for CNY..

but we went to buy stuff now..

yesterday around 9 something..

my sis and i played mahjong..

hahaha toooo bored..

so we played mahjong..

around 10 something i gave my mom to play...

then around 12 i went to sleep...

it was a tiring day...

then i dreamt about transformer..

hahahahah....

today after shoopppinggg...

i have to accompany my sis...

to her house cause kakak is there to clean her house...

then we talkkkkeeeeddd a looottt...

since we step into the house until we are going off..

talk about him & him..

how they react..

how they talked..

what is their character...

after that we reached home..

online.. nothing to do...

then just a few minutes ago...

just finish arguing with him..

about fiona...

adoyy..

i dont know y am i so jealous...

mayb im scared the same thing will happen again...

how can i forget about it??

how can i trust him like i used to??

how can we be like last time??

how can i stopped being so selfish??

yes ppl im being selfish...

cause i did pull back myself alot from this relationship..

im sorry...

just dont wan to be hurt again...

i still love and miss u...

9th day without u

today is the last day of 2009!!!

cant imagine time goes so fast..

being with him for a year and two months..

he wasnt here this year..

last year we spend it together i guess...

so today i stayed at home..

doing nothing..

walking around..

sleep..

and he called...

i miss him sooo much...

i cant stop mentioning about that!!

cause i really do miss him..

the other day..

don, ash and i went for lunch..

i look at them..

it makes me miss him more..

i cant wait for monday..

for him to come back..

i miss u baby

8th day

today morning got up early...

jus for orientation...

fetch don..

then go uni...

meet nick there pay fees..

then when to mph...

then walk around help out...

knew some new ppl there..

then some weirdo appear......

omg....

after she had my hp no...

she called me 4 times...

yes ppl 4 blardy times..

i didnt answer twice..

the third time i answered...

she asked where did i stay..

i was like wat da fug...

then i asked her y..

she say she wan to get fimilar wit my house..

so if she faced any prob she can come over..

i straight say errr elc subjects are easy i guess u can cope with it..

then she gave me another excuse that she wan to take my notes..

i told her WEIRD!!!! i dont give ppl my notes...

then she ask the job aspect of the course...

final examination...

and other stuff...

damn it y do i meet this kind of ppl...

then the fourth time she called...

i didnt want to answer..

so my mom help me to answer..

and say that im bz...

thank god she din call me already...

during lunch time i called him...

aww miss him soooo much...

then we joke around..

see who win..

hahaha sooo fun talked to him...

it makes me missed him more..

i cant wait for monday to see him again...

im so gonna pinch him...

hahaha...

i really miss u baby...

7th day

yesterday night we have a slight small arguement...

that arguement is so powerful that i cried...

we talked about miko again...

which nearly kills me...

then i told him about how i feel...

he took a knife and stab straight to my heart...

i wasnt able to pull it bout...

so when i move it triggers the pain in my heart..

that is how i feel about the incident of miko..

after that, i think we understand each other more..

cause he told me how he felt about my character...

then today went for gathering...

we eat and talk from 11 something to 4 something...

hahahaha...

and we are the noisest EVERY where!!

so happy with them...

talk talk talk..

gossip gossip gossip...

FUN!!!

i miss u baby!~

6th day

today my family members and i went for furniture shopping...

its been 6 years we used the furniture and the pvc torn out..

so when to rozel at first, then to fella design and lastly lorenzo...

we bought a sofa with L shape...

then we also bought a rocking chair sofa...

it can b recline...

im buzy with furniture shopping and he also bz went out with his mom..

so we didnt contact much....

i reached home...

and sms-ed him...

i didnt not receive any sms from him..

until 6 something...

from 4 something till 6 something...

i think of a lot of things...

y didnt i argue with him yesterday nite...

y cant i be more patient...

y cant i control my temper...

then he went out for basketball...

so until now i didnt receive any sms from him...

missing u..

5th day

today was a lazy day for me...

woke up at 11 something..

then watched tv..

sms with him...

play games..

and he called...

i miss him..

especially when he hugs me..

wish u can come back now..

4th day without mr batman

today i had a great day!!

cause its ASHLEY's bday....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL!!

we went to klcc early in the morning...

walk around..

then we went to saisaki...

ash, celine and i reached there first...

then celine's fren join us later...

then we eat eat eat eat...

talk about him and don..

even tho, i was with the gals...

i still miss him...

then suddenly celine and i went off...

ash was alone and sad...

then all of a sudden....

from behind celine and i...

sang birthday song...

she was sooo happy until her face turn reddish..

hahaahahaha...

then we went to pavillion and walk walk....

mana tau heavy rain..

then we walk walk then lepak at the food court..

then ash and i left..

after that i send ash home...

then reach home my sis told me she bought something for me...

with is a pair of heels...

i was so happy..

then she asked me whether wanna accompany her to sogo or not..

then i say ok lets go before there are more ppl there....

then we went there and she bought her heels...

then we head to radioactive..

i bought a shirt, same goes to her...

then i also bought a pair of jeans...

wat a great day...

3rd day without mr batman

today is christmas...

and it is also his mom's bday...

well we had an opportunity to talk on the phone this afternoon...

and i told him how i felt about my status in his life...

he did explain to me...

that he had to go back and he dont always accompany his mom..

well thats true...

i dont know wat got into me and i think like that...

mayb i missed him too much...

2nd day without mr batman

today about 2 something in the morning..

i called him and talked to him...

i dont know y my tears are pouring...

i cried until i cant talk to him...

its really stupid for me to cry..

well this is not the first time he is going back..

but this is the first time he is going back for sooo long...

in the afternoon he called me...

and i felt that sometimes we need to b apart...

so that we wont argue much..

but we communicate much lesser..

lesser than we argue..

i just miss him..

can u bring him back to me??

1st day witout mr batman

i miss u a lot

 can u come back??

it's just the first day u went back to hometown

how am i gonna hold on until next week??