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• tried my best to treat everyone the same
• been fooled for few times
• sis n 3 frens
• 2 high school frens
• 1 uni fren

• 2 high school frens
• 15 years old n 17 years old
• fren with her who is a discipline prob student
• gaining experiences when with her
• did some stupid things
• my 1st ex started with me

• 17 years old time
• close fren lied to me [wadafuck]
• damn fucking tumour in her brain
• those damn fucking lies
• doesnt deserve to b my close fren
• doesnt deserve to b my fren either
• damn pissed
• but my class teacher asked me to apologize to her
• damn.. its not even my fucking mistake
• after that i didnt care much

• uni....
• have a close fren
• quite disappointed
• dont give a damn on the assignments
• its hard for me to stand in the middle
• gave up
• i chose to leave her

everytime when i treat a person wit a better treatment than others, do they even care?? best example is my 2nd sis... i drive her here n there but she still scolds me, irritates me and always make me in trouble.... can u imagine every time i argued with her, my mom ask me to shut up... as if its my fault... same goes to my aunties.... am i that bad?? always acting in front of everyone.... wat a bitch..... i cant stand anymore..... did they even think of my feeling???? i dont give a damn to them anymore esp. u..... sorry shera, but u hurts me tooo much..... i still can feel the pain in me... do u even care?? those who are reading now, i dont even care if u want to tell her... this is the truth... when i need u guys where the fuck are u??? i really dont give a damn anymore... to my 2nd sis, i got no choice... cause u are my sis... i wont keep quiet like last time anymore... even tho u wanted to say that i dont have manners or dunno how to treat u as my sis cause u are 10 years older than me.... bullshit....

to those who treat me very well but i didnt give a damn.... im really sorry.... im such a fucker that i didnt realise wat have u did for me... especially u.... thank u so much..... for being a good fren to me... since form 4... thanks for ur advice... thanks for everything... hope u forgive me wat i have done.... i will try to make it right....

i didnt realise that i have neglected some of frens who really care about me..... until i felt totally alone the other day.... esp. mindy, celine, yee yin, chin ee n ash amoi.... thanks u guys... im feel really grateful knowing u guys and having u guys as my frens.... close frens... no no my best
frens....

THANK U VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!!