lonely in kl

currently im single in kl..

cause me the other half when back to penang...

he went back yesterday morning...

yesterday night we still sms...

but today we onli sms-ed few....

just now i sms-ed him and he say he is very messed up...

and will sms me later...

until 10 something im worried bout him..

so i sms-ed him..

and i ask are u ok?? is everything ok??

he onli answered one word...

OK

my heart was fallen into pieces....

i dont know where he is...

or wat is he doing...

or being with who....

sometimes i hate that he went back to penang...

but wat can i say...

our relationship is getting far apart more compare to last time...

mayb i shudnt care much....

sometimes i really felt like breaking up...

im tired being like this...

im really tired...

yes i know that he do loves me...

but sometimes he show me that he dont care much about us...

so y am i dragging this relationship???