satu malaysia

selamat hari merdeka semua

upcoming events

• start short sem
• 1 year anniversary with mr calvin =D
• peng's birthday
• final exam for short sem
• 1st nov holiday for 2 months
• chinee's birthday

p.s. wat to do for my 1st anniversary??? ideas??

am i a lesbian??

if u guys go n see my relationship status in fb...
u will see that im in relationship with mindy cheah...
mindy is my best fren....
soooo i hope u guys dont salah faham...
im not a lesbian...
im taken by mr calvin...
im straight ok???
wonders, if im a lesbian/tomboy, will i have a gf???
and i respect all the tomboys out there...
they have the right of choosing their partners
so dont look down on them...
they are jus like us....
they are also human being...
think about it!

hahaha my 3rd blog today

yesterday night i slept at 1a.m. cause i was playing dragonica... lol.. kinda addicted to it... even tho my shoulder is so painful... but i didnt stop playing... then on sunday morning i woke up at 7a.m. cause i need to send mr calvin to lrt station... cause dia balik kg... hehehe... then i went back home n about 9 something went out to eat breakfast with family... then send mom home [mahjong section].... then me n both of my sis went to leisure mall.... we went to nike shop... we bought some clothes.... hehhe new clothes yay!!! then we head to starbucks.... yumyum rasberry blackcurrant.... then we walk walk around.... until 12 something... we head back home n rest... earlier i planned to sleep but........ mahjong section at home.... for those who know how is the sound of the mahjong, imagine how can i sleep leh... then plan to play dragonica... suddenly 2nd sis say that she have transformer 1.... so i watched it... actually, i fast forward pretty much... mayb half of the movie??? haahahah.... so bored la they talk talk talk.. those grandfather grandmother story.... so i fast forward until sam meets bumblebee and other autobots.... how everything started... n try to link to the 2nd transformer... when i finish watching transformers, i play dragonica.... hahahahahahha.... until jus now about 8 something?? hahahahha crazy rite?? for dinner i had chezzy chickaroni... yum yum!!! its yummy.. then i online until now... and im not sleepy yet... i wonders wat happen to me.... siao de i think =)
[siao = gilaa]

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• tried my best to treat everyone the same
• been fooled for few times
• sis n 3 frens
• 2 high school frens
• 1 uni fren

• 2 high school frens
• 15 years old n 17 years old
• fren with her who is a discipline prob student
• gaining experiences when with her
• did some stupid things
• my 1st ex started with me

• 17 years old time
• close fren lied to me [wadafuck]
• damn fucking tumour in her brain
• those damn fucking lies
• doesnt deserve to b my close fren
• doesnt deserve to b my fren either
• damn pissed
• but my class teacher asked me to apologize to her
• damn.. its not even my fucking mistake
• after that i didnt care much

• uni....
• have a close fren
• quite disappointed
• dont give a damn on the assignments
• its hard for me to stand in the middle
• gave up
• i chose to leave her

everytime when i treat a person wit a better treatment than others, do they even care?? best example is my 2nd sis... i drive her here n there but she still scolds me, irritates me and always make me in trouble.... can u imagine every time i argued with her, my mom ask me to shut up... as if its my fault... same goes to my aunties.... am i that bad?? always acting in front of everyone.... wat a bitch..... i cant stand anymore..... did they even think of my feeling???? i dont give a damn to them anymore esp. u..... sorry shera, but u hurts me tooo much..... i still can feel the pain in me... do u even care?? those who are reading now, i dont even care if u want to tell her... this is the truth... when i need u guys where the fuck are u??? i really dont give a damn anymore... to my 2nd sis, i got no choice... cause u are my sis... i wont keep quiet like last time anymore... even tho u wanted to say that i dont have manners or dunno how to treat u as my sis cause u are 10 years older than me.... bullshit....

to those who treat me very well but i didnt give a damn.... im really sorry.... im such a fucker that i didnt realise wat have u did for me... especially u.... thank u so much..... for being a good fren to me... since form 4... thanks for ur advice... thanks for everything... hope u forgive me wat i have done.... i will try to make it right....

i didnt realise that i have neglected some of frens who really care about me..... until i felt totally alone the other day.... esp. mindy, celine, yee yin, chin ee n ash amoi.... thanks u guys... im feel really grateful knowing u guys and having u guys as my frens.... close frens... no no my best
frens....

THANK U VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!!

sem break

• sem break da mule
• tak tau nak wat pe
• pakwe kat umah
• aku kat sini
• kekdg ade class best gak
• tapi kekdg pening
• aku rindu kengkawan aku
• skola rendah, menengah and uni
• aku nak korg tau yg aku sayangkan korg
• rindu zaman dlu kite bersama
• kite gelak sesama
• kite nangis sesama
• kite gadoh sesama hehe
• mmg best
• kalo leh, aku nak mcm dlu
• kengkawan semuanya gile2
• bkn gile ape
• but sporting n happening
• sumpah korg mmg best!!!!
• love u all n misz u guys so much!!!!!!!!!!!
• thank u for coming into my life!!!!

to: dak2 5 dinamik 07, kengkawan yg penah jadi musuh dlu, kengkawan yg da lame tak ckp, kengkawan yg da lupekan aku, kengkawan yg tak penah suke aku, kengkawan kat ucsi n kengkawan yg kenal aku....

last paper for 1st year 1st sem

yes!!!! tomorrow is the last paper for my 1st sem in deg

these few days felt so stressed up!!!!

cause thanks to ptptn.......

ptptn state that if we fail any subject...

then they wont inject money again...

im so damn stressed up...

im scared i cant do it...

today's bilingualism paper was kinda hard...

thanks to JEAN....

cause before exam she was giving us wat she have learn...

that smart girl....

she can memorize everything and bam!!!

she is good....

no more exam...

no more stresssssssss

lepak the whole day....

or mayb shoppin!!!!

...

argue again

im tired of arguing

im sad n heartbreaking

when this will stop once and for all??

alone

finals on the way

feel alone now

frens were diff major

misses those times

we share our prob, n spend time together

m thinking, will that moment back again??

m thinking, what r they doing now...

m thinking, are they happy....

m thinking, if they remember about me....

a lot of things had changed..

all of us talk lesser and lesser

is there really forever friends??

or best friends forever???

....

tranformers n shopping again!!!~

yesterday i watched a very nice movie with my man in mv..

yea ppl im saying about TRANSFORMERS 2!!~ revenge of the FALLEN...

for those who havent watch...

cerita ini memang best!!!~

very the best i watched it twice...

yes!! TWICE!!!~

today drove to pavillion with my sista...

the sound system in pavillion is much more better....

even tho i sat next to the speaker in mid valley...

went to roxy and bought a jeans!!!~

the original price is rm 359!!~

omg so expensive rite???

but im lucky enough cause theres sales!!!~~

guess how many percent???

10%?? 20%?? mayb 40%??

no people its 50%!!!~

yes 50 percent!!!

i got another extra 10% discount off!!~

cause im a member!!~

so those who wanted to buy jeans plz try to go n find in roxy..

this is a very great deal...

my sistaz bought quite a lot of things...

nail polish...

tshirts from polo [ralph lauren]...

roxy jeans...

roxy shirt...

heels...

then about 5 something we reached home...

my 1st sis said that she want to go OUG...

so me, mom n my 1st sis head to OUG...

mom have to find tshirt for dad...

when reach parkson, 1st thing we go to man's dept...

then near the man's dept...

theres this oreef outlet...

theres new product at the outlet...

sis n i went to try...

but its not nice for meeeeee....

cause tooo big...

then i took another shirt and try..

nice!!! ngam ngam....

then mom tried a bermuda pants too...

she liked it...

so at OUG we bought...

3 tshirt for dad..

2 shirts for sis

1 bermuda pants

1 tshirt for me...

then we went to 1 station...

we went for yumcha...

after yumcha went home...

everyone bought new things today!!~