10th & 11th day

yesterday and today my family and i went to mv...

for shoopppinngg...

even though its 1 more month for CNY..

but we went to buy stuff now..

yesterday around 9 something..

my sis and i played mahjong..

hahaha toooo bored..

so we played mahjong..

around 10 something i gave my mom to play...

then around 12 i went to sleep...

it was a tiring day...

then i dreamt about transformer..

hahahahah....

today after shoopppinggg...

i have to accompany my sis...

to her house cause kakak is there to clean her house...

then we talkkkkeeeeddd a looottt...

since we step into the house until we are going off..

talk about him & him..

how they react..

how they talked..

what is their character...

after that we reached home..

online.. nothing to do...

then just a few minutes ago...

just finish arguing with him..

about fiona...

adoyy..

i dont know y am i so jealous...

mayb im scared the same thing will happen again...

how can i forget about it??

how can i trust him like i used to??

how can we be like last time??

how can i stopped being so selfish??

yes ppl im being selfish...

cause i did pull back myself alot from this relationship..

im sorry...

just dont wan to be hurt again...

i still love and miss u...